It's been a few months...

I think this blog is more for me to have a place to vent than anything else.  I created a new blog but that's specifically for my writing and poetry.  This is my new blog for writing: http://poeticdragonfire.wordpress.com/

I'm normally down and depressed because the lack of real friends in my life.  Lately I've been in a great mood.  I've replaced the floor in our bathroom all on my own.  It's been a while since I had this feeling of extreme pride.  I'm very happy with myself.

I've been thinking a lot about the future.  I'm trying to get approved for disability for my disorders. (Bipolar, Social Anxiety, General Anxiety and Agoraphobia..."  I'm hoping I can get approved.  If we can get back on our feet and be able to support ourselves alright I'd like to add another member to the family.  The place we are buying is only a 2 bedroom, though.  It was meant to be a 3 bedroom but we didn't find out they lied until we moved out here.  I'm thinking that if we have a child, though.... for the first year it can sleep in a crib in our room.  Maybe if it's a second girl they can share a room.  

My birth control stops being effective in 2 years.  I think that when it runs out I might just see what happens.  If things are super rough, though.... I might get another IUD.

Anyway...

I'm pretty stoked my house is being repaired.  I'm even more excited that I'm the one doing the work!